14 August 2022

O is for Overthinking


A bit of honesty now.

I messed up over the weekend. I thought that one person was someone I knew well, when it turned out to be someone completely different who I knew a little. An easy mistake to make, perhaps. However, my brain won't let me forget it...

A week after it happened and I still can't help but try and justify to myself why things worked out as they did. I relive the moment again and again. My conscious self interrogates my unconscious self in a way that makes me think of gaslighting... surely I have remembered it wrong?

If I behaved inappropriately, I'm sorry.


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