I'm aware of a constant battle against feelings of bitterness in my life. I've blogged about this all too often; found myself praying for a way forward on a daily basis. The most frustrating part of these 'attacks' is the surprise; the speed of these overpowering negative feelings takes its toll on me; on such days there's a risk of these feelings overwhelming me. Friends have tried to help me identify the root cause of my resentment; to help me to deal with it, diagnose the 'trigger'. One friend concluded that it's because I've been 'fighting battles on several fronts'.
Recently I've passed a couple of important milestones in my life. The end of an era perhaps, one or two changes that I hope has finally resolved some of these matters. If so, it's an ideal opportunity for me to start again with a clean slate. It's a little early yet, however I'm keen to see whether the changes that have occurred will make the difference.
So it's back to basics for me. I'm studying my A, B, C in anticipation of the forthcoming week. Is it to be:
... A is for Acrimony?
... B is for Bitterness?
... or C is for Cautiously Optimistic?
Recently I've passed a couple of important milestones in my life. The end of an era perhaps, one or two changes that I hope has finally resolved some of these matters. If so, it's an ideal opportunity for me to start again with a clean slate. It's a little early yet, however I'm keen to see whether the changes that have occurred will make the difference.
So it's back to basics for me. I'm studying my A, B, C in anticipation of the forthcoming week. Is it to be:
... A is for Acrimony?
... B is for Bitterness?
... or C is for Cautiously Optimistic?
So far, so good. :)
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